A Friendship That Takes A Turn Around

We both never seen it coming, it was as if came out of left field. 

Our relationship started out as me as the student and which I am

still. But I don't look at you the same anymore. I am not the 

student and you are not my teacher. We took on new roles now, roles

of interest of one another. If I go back to the old way everything

changes for us. Honesty I like this way, I like knowning maybe any-

thing can happen. You are letting me into your circle of private

moments. A place where you keep guarded. A place you hold dear to

yourself. Once I started looking at you differently everything

changed, I know you seen the change to. So here to a new thang

between you and I.

Serenity

In The Stranger's House.

What is it about the word Love?

What is about that word love that scares people so much.? If you ask me some people are afraid of it. Others are drawn to me. But, do we really know what it mean? Do you find yourself looking it up more often to be sure, you fully understand it yourself? The four letter word is confusing to some and scary to others. Misunderstood by many.Why do your heart want one person and you think someone is better for the job. This word love can have you doing some crazy things and say things you can and can't explain. Love is not suppose to be taken lightly or for granted.So, tell me what do you think of the word (love).?

Love that won't die.

A friendship with many years and a great deal of mix feelings is on trial today. He loved me in a way a woman today wants to be loved. Pure,quiet and with his whole heart. I loved him from the start. My high school sweetheart. Years tore us apart with life issues that we deal with today. But, the Love never left him or me. He told himself he was over our love after many of years, but I come to know different. I put my feelings on the back burner, just like I could pick them up so easy. I did. I never got this man out of my system, he never left my inner being of who I was. I went through life comparing men up against him all the time. No one in my eyes measured up, he loved me innocently and from his heart. A heart that I long to have one, at least I kept believing that for many many years.
Opportunity presented it self:
I am right here and you are there, why do we have to be strangers in life and in the light of the world to please people.Why?

Authorees,
Charlotte

Feel Me! Touch Me!

How loud do I have to speak from my heart that I love you. Do my words even enter your head at times when I am trying comfort you.? I wish I was there when your heart was hurting and you felt like you couldn't bare another breath. But I am here now in your life. At times it feel unreal how I feel, that I have catch myself. I am praying for your strength in the Lord to get stronger by the day. You are a gift from the Father up above and I am going to keep this in your mind. At times it seem like we are distance with one another but I have to believe it is God working out somethings on our behalf. I am in love don't fault me for loving a king. You are my king.

Dawn til the Morning

She never knew a touch like his. A kisser with compassion and great veal. When he kiss, he kiss like forever. His hands as soft as mine as they pulled my legs towards his blue jeans that fit so perfectly on his body. Then he lift my shirt off of my body , speaking quietly into my ear, are you OK? Afraid that we might awaken someone. I said yes I am fine. Enjoying every moment of his touch. As his lips moved down my neck to my breast I could hear every moaning sound that was made. The sound of wanting more and totally enjoyment enter my mind.  Then it happened his tongue circled my nipple making it hard as his hands slowly moved down my back grabbing my butt , I didn't want to destroy this grove. 
He was learning my body as I was exploring every part of his. 
From his smile on his face to his very fine white spot on his lower back. This man has got me thinking of how to please him more. 
Wanting to explore his world is all I want to do. 
What makes him happy? 
Questions enter my mind as I see him across the room. 
Could he be?

Burning A Bridge

Hating the feeling that I have not been an over comer at this certain point in my life. Trying to face the truth it hurts sometimes. Reality set in and you are here facing your life. Heart broken and mess up relationships. Not connected to the real source like I should be.

Burning this bridge would feel so right now. But is this right to feel this way. If wanting better means burning a bridge. , then let it burn. Repeating old steps will brings something in ones life.

Online findings

What do you want to call it, love or strangers meeting .Well what ever you decided is fine by me , because it is real and because it is happening more and more today. Whom am I to say it is not love when he give you butterflies inside. No one knows but the two of you, just what you are feeling for someone. Should we care what others have to say or think about us ? I say no but who am I.

Love & feelings are different for each of us. A love hate relationship that just might be hard for a woman to get herself out of. She is not sure if he loves her one minute but turns right around and does something off the wall or better yet accuses her of cheating on him. I know that is  no one likes to be accused of cheating.

Where am I ? as the hot water begin to touch every inch of my Carmel skin. As I look up to the shower head and begin to focus in on the water, a sadness enter my thoughts. Is this what love fells like? We argue and say some of the most heartless words to one another. Making sure to bring up the past. This can't be love from one human being to another. But why? am I here is the question at hand.Why?